Reading my old posts made me realise how fast time really passes by and it's starting to scare me a lot. So much has happened in the last 7 months since I've stopped updating this space, and yep, here I am now - back from OITP, done with Year 2, and a few more days till I'm starting Year 3. I can't believe it's my final year in SP already. Feels like I'm just a freshie, y'know. Anyway, nothing much has happened recently. Just getting by with my usual mundane, yet hectic life. Been so busy with work ever since I got back from Aus. But yay bcos I managed to earn quite a bit, which is good since my trip to BKK is finally happening in June!!!!!!! It feels really nice and good to be able to earn some money for myself bcos I'll be spending my own money on things that I wanna get, and I'll be able to save up to go overseas and stuff. And also for me to feel rich when I think of the amount of assets that I have heheh (not that it's a lot but it's good enough).
Feeling pretty stressed up about what's to come bcos my timetable suck big time for the upcoming semester. And the thought of FYP pretty much kills too. Not sure if I'll still be able to commit for work with this crazy semester but I shall see how things go. The thought of graduating next year and enrolling into uni REALLY, really scares me quite a bit. But it's still gonna happen anyway so.... I guess I shall just focus on the present for now. No point worrying about the future either.
It's been getting pretty bad again these days, but I'm really thankful for those who stayed in my life bcos at times I think I seriously suck so bad that even I can't tolerate myself. When will I be able to become the person that I wanna be? Hopefully soon. Well, they say you have to lie to yourself until it happens. Or rather, until you believe and make it happen.
Can't imagine how bad it'll be once school officially starts, but we shall see how things go. Positive vibes, positive vibes. C'mon Fel, you can do this. Jiayou~!