Attended A's 21st birthday party earlier on and it was my very first time attending somebody's 21st party. It's been a really long time since I've last seen A and I thought it was gonna be awkward but I think it turned out pretty alright. Honestly, I was quite shocked when I was invited bcos we haven't been talking ever since we parted ways from GM, but I guess I was invited cos of L but it didn't really matter. Pretty glad that I went and it was definitely good to see A again. We've all definitely grown up and changed so much, both physically and as a person. Lost some weight, dressing up more and becoming more lady-like, and more matured. Been scrolling through Instagram and my feed has been filled with 21st celebrations lately but attending one made me feel really old. Like wow, I've reached the age whereby I'm going for people's 21st celebration. Soon enough it's gonna be wedding invitations and baby showers invitations, right? The rate that time is passing by is really scary, I just can't stop repeating this. But anyway, attending A's 21st today made me confirm that I wouldn't wanna hold a party for my 21st. So much preparations have to be done, it's gonna expensive, and most importantly it's gonna be really tiring and awkward for everyone since different group of friends wouldn't know each other and I'll have to be the one going around to make sure everybody's entertained and not neglected. It's just really tough. I think I'll most probably just celebrate individually with my different group of friends. Sigh, can't believe it's gonna be my turn next year. Don't even wanna think about it since the thought of turning twenty soon is daunting enough already. Should really sleep soon since there's work tomorrow... Well then, that's it for now.

“And so they say, 21st birthday party invitation is a very good reflection and indication of whether you're gonna get their wedding invitation in the future or not.” ....... How true.