just finished 13 reasons why today and i must say that this series has reminded and taught me many things. poor clay, but you know what? i guess at the end of the day, everybody has their own secrets. things that they don't want others to know, simply just to protect their reputation or whatsoever. i'm just kinda glad that i managed to complete the series. okay, moving on. some people seriously have to stop shoving things down others' throats. it can be so suffocating, and it may affect that person alot without you knowing. i don't get how some people can just do things without putting themselves in the shoes of that person. like seriously? it's their life after all, you don't really get to have a say in it. so stop getting yourself so involved in their life and stop pinpointing them of their actions, because who are you to act so self-righteous to be judging them for their decisions? just like what hannah said, you never really know what's going on in someone else's life, even if you think you do. because do you really? anyway, putting that aside. happy 7th <3 can't wait for kbbq later since i've been craving for it since forever (although i'm feeling fat right now). should totally be working out soon. but that's what i always say so... we shall see i guess. haha.

okay, wow. my last post was almost a year ago. so, I've been reading back on all my old posts and so much has changed. I'm now unofficially a poly graduate, about to fly to tw for my grad trip, happily attached to someone whom I've never thought I'll ever end up with, quitting the uss job, stopped being friends with some people, turning 21 this year, amd growing up a whole lot faster than i expected. can't believe 2 months of 2017 are gone already. wonder what's in stored for me in the remaining upcoming months. excited, yet scared at the same time too. hopefully zj won't enlist anytime soon so that we can spend more time together. i love you, hehe. thanks for bringing light and sunshine into my world of darkness, can't be anymore grateful and thankful to have you in my life. thank you, my pillar of support. i know that i can always fall back on you if i face any hardships out there. here's to the forever and always that we've long dreamt of, x.