Attended A's 21st birthday party earlier on and it was my very first time attending somebody's 21st party. It's been a really long time since I've last seen A and I thought it was gonna be awkward but I think it turned out pretty alright. Honestly, I was quite shocked when I was invited bcos we haven't been talking ever since we parted ways from GM, but I guess I was invited cos of L but it didn't really matter. Pretty glad that I went and it was definitely good to see A again. We've all definitely grown up and changed so much, both physically and as a person. Lost some weight, dressing up more and becoming more lady-like, and more matured. Been scrolling through Instagram and my feed has been filled with 21st celebrations lately but attending one made me feel really old. Like wow, I've reached the age whereby I'm going for people's 21st celebration. Soon enough it's gonna be wedding invitations and baby showers invitations, right? The rate that time is passing by is really scary, I just can't stop repeating this. But anyway, attending A's 21st today made me confirm that I wouldn't wanna hold a party for my 21st. So much preparations have to be done, it's gonna expensive, and most importantly it's gonna be really tiring and awkward for everyone since different group of friends wouldn't know each other and I'll have to be the one going around to make sure everybody's entertained and not neglected. It's just really tough. I think I'll most probably just celebrate individually with my different group of friends. Sigh, can't believe it's gonna be my turn next year. Don't even wanna think about it since the thought of turning twenty soon is daunting enough already. Should really sleep soon since there's work tomorrow... Well then, that's it for now.
“And so they say, 21st birthday party invitation is a very good reflection and indication of whether you're gonna get their wedding invitation in the future or not.” ....... How true.
Wednesday, 13 April 2016
It's been long since I've last updated, so here I am :'-)
Reading my old posts made me realise how fast time really passes by and it's starting to scare me a lot. So much has happened in the last 7 months since I've stopped updating this space, and yep, here I am now - back from OITP, done with Year 2, and a few more days till I'm starting Year 3. I can't believe it's my final year in SP already. Feels like I'm just a freshie, y'know. Anyway, nothing much has happened recently. Just getting by with my usual mundane, yet hectic life. Been so busy with work ever since I got back from Aus. But yay bcos I managed to earn quite a bit, which is good since my trip to BKK is finally happening in June!!!!!!! It feels really nice and good to be able to earn some money for myself bcos I'll be spending my own money on things that I wanna get, and I'll be able to save up to go overseas and stuff. And also for me to feel rich when I think of the amount of assets that I have heheh (not that it's a lot but it's good enough).
Feeling pretty stressed up about what's to come bcos my timetable suck big time for the upcoming semester. And the thought of FYP pretty much kills too. Not sure if I'll still be able to commit for work with this crazy semester but I shall see how things go. The thought of graduating next year and enrolling into uni REALLY, really scares me quite a bit. But it's still gonna happen anyway so.... I guess I shall just focus on the present for now. No point worrying about the future either.
It's been getting pretty bad again these days, but I'm really thankful for those who stayed in my life bcos at times I think I seriously suck so bad that even I can't tolerate myself. When will I be able to become the person that I wanna be? Hopefully soon. Well, they say you have to lie to yourself until it happens. Or rather, until you believe and make it happen.
Can't imagine how bad it'll be once school officially starts, but we shall see how things go. Positive vibes, positive vibes. C'mon Fel, you can do this. Jiayou~!
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